Tuesday, July 1, 2008
" Well i got a bad diesease,
up from my head is where i bleed.
isanity it seems,
has got me by my soul to squeeze.
Well all the love from me,
With all these dying trees i scream.
The angles in my dreams,
Have turn to demons of greed,
That's mean.
Where i go i just dont't know
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
When i find my piece of mind,
I'm gonna give you some of my good time.
Today love smiled on me,
It took away my pain, say please
I'll let your ride be free,
You gotta let it be,
Oh yeah.
Where i go i just don't know,
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
When i find my piece of mind,
I'm gonna give you some of my good time.
Yeah
Oh so polite indeed.
Well i got everything i need.
I'll make my days a breeze,
And take away my self-destruction.
Its bitter baby,
And it's very sweet,
I'm on a rollercoaster,
But i'm on my feet.
Take me to the river,
Lay me on your shore.
I'll be coming back baby,
I'll be coming back for more.
Doo doo doo doo dingle zing-a-dong bum,
Ba di ba da ba zumba crunga cong dong bing,
Like an apple gift, but I went out and never
Said my pleasure, I'm much better but I wont regret it never
Where I go I just don't know,
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.
When I find my piece of mind,
I'm gonna give you some of my good time.
Where I go I just don't know,
I might end up somewhere in Mexico.
When I find my piece of mind,
I'm gonna keep you for the end of time."
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Monday, June 30, 2008
i got nothing to do so did the questionaire
01. What have you been doing recently?
Getting things outta my head
02.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Once in 2 weeks?
03.What happened at 10.00am today?
I was bathing
04.When did you last cry?
erm... yesterday?
05.Believe in fate/destiny?
God plans everything
06.What do you want in your life right now?
I want to bloom where i'm planted
07.Do u carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Yup. The big ones, so that can share if need be.
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillow and quilt
09.What bottom are you wearing now?
Orange Pointer Bball shorts
10.Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
I dunnoe.
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I dun think so?
12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
I dun borrow clothes from other ppl...
13.What was the last movie you caught?
"Wanted"
14.What are you proud of?
My ability to play ball
15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i dunnoe, i cant view the oldest msg with my phone...
16.What was the last song you last sang out?
"Soul to squeeze"
17.Do you have any nicknames?
bird/bird bird/birdy/berty/Xiao Niao -_-"
18.What does your last recieved text message says?
"haha, have fun then, take care"
19.What time did you go to bed last night?
I didnt sleep
20.Are you currently happy?
No.
21.Who gives you best advise?
My parents
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No. I hate whipped cream
23.Who did you talked to on the phone last night?
No one.
24.Is anything bugging you right now?
Hell lot
25.What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Seeing my own blood slowly dripping off...
26.Do you wear toe socks?
No.
27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Some wrong number.. -_-"
28.Have you had your heartbroken?
.......
29.What annoys you most in a person?
Betrayal
30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
No.
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
If there was any in Singapore....
32.What is the color of your room?
Baige and White.
33.Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?
Maybe, Maybe not...
34.Do you believe in the saying " talk is cheap"?
i dunnoe.
35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me.
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
Havent had any hug for a long time.
37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I didnt kiss anyone.
38.Do you have a life?
Yes. As a student
39.Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
Yes.
40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
The song somehow matches with my life right now.
41.Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I cant remember.
42.Last time you smiled?
A faint one can? Yesterday
43.Have you changed this year?
I think so?
44.What are you listening right now?
The Boisterous sound of the vaccum cleaner
45.Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
No.
46.Do you walk with your eyes open or close.
I walk with open eyes but people keep saying they're closed. -_-"
47.Is there a quote you live by?
Erm. None that i can think of right now.
48.Do you want someone that you cant have?
......
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
The guitar?
50.What was the worst idea you've had in week?
To sit on my window..
51.What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
looking out at the window
52.Why do you blog?
To kill some time and to release minimum amount of emotions.
54.Does the person know that you like him/her?
.......
55.Who always makes you laugh?
i dunnoe.
56.Do you speak any other languages other then english?
Chinese and hokkien
57.Favourite website?
None.
58.What's your middle name?
Lim
59.What are you doing tomorrow?
I have no freaking idea.
60.What do you think you are like?
Not sure.
61.Who will you chose to die with?
My "rivals"
62.Where have you been today?
Brickland Road.
63.What games do you often play?
NBA LIVE
64.What are you missing right now?
Somebody.
65.If you've to chose between friend family and bf(?) who will you choose?
Family
66.What are you doing now?
Doing this questionaire to kill time.
67.What primary school?
Teck Whye, Bukit Timah, Pei Hwa
68.Name 3 colors that you like.
Blue, Red, White.
69.What emotion you like to show?
Emotionless..
70.What is life to you?
Life is given by God and its temporal.
71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Keep to myself.
72.Who did you last chat in msn today?
Today isnt over yet. its just 3.02pm...
73.Who do you admire the most?
People who have darn good friends
74.Which month are you born in?
July
75.How are you feeling right now?
Troubled
76.What is the time now?
3.03pm
77.What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
good friends
78.What color did you use to dye hair?
None. I dunwan to spoil my hair.
79.Why are you doing this test?
Cause i got nothing to do.
80.What do you do when you're moody?
Vent all my emotions on the wall...
81.At which age do you wish to get married?
I'm not sure. God'll decide on that.
82.Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friend?
Both are equally important.
83.If today is the last day of your life, what wil you do?
Spend half with my family and the other half with a special one.
84.Who is the person you trust most?
No one.
85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.
86.If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
To spend the rest of my life happily
87.What is your goal for this year?
To do well in school
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes.
89.What feeling do you love most?
All kinds
90.Do you really think its global warming now?
Duh... it wouldn be so hot if it wasnt..
91.What feeling do you hate most?
Being left out.
92.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Not all..
93.Do you believe in God?
Yes.
94.Who cares for you the most?
God
95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Kinship.
96.What will you bring when you fight?
Blood
97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
My life isnt over yet, but maybe one of the worst is getting caned?
98.What would you feel if everyone no longer cares for you?
Dead.
99.What if your stead two-timed you?
break off all ties with that ass...
100.Is there anything that you wish you could do?
Turn back time
Instructions: Remove one question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.
Next list 10 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.
If you wanna do, just do.. :)
Labels: i'm in pain now....
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Da da da... its in the middle of the second week of my hols and i havent been going out... guai ah... :P but at home also got nothing to do... how i wished school starts earlier, then dun need to be at home everyday... haha. but well... the school has put the timetables like that so wat can i do? haha.
Yesterday Jeremy and Caleb came over for a game of ball. We met at Westmall for lunch before heading to my house for a game of NBA live first. haha. Caleb did well man.. losing by onli 9 points... :P haha. While at Westmall, Jeremy, Caleb and Samson chipped in to get a ball for my birthday, how nice of them. haha. we eventually got a Converse one after much consideration and "wussying" around. haha. So we headed over to begin the gaming session and then to play bball. At first, i couldn get nuts in the damn basket. haha. Caleb was worse, he got airballs...haha. Maybe it was the ball.
Then we played one-on-ones..i lost the first against China. BUT! i bounced back with a 4 game streak if i was correct. haha. then Darrly came down to join and played a 2-on-2. Again my team won... :P not being boastful ah...It was kinda fun playing with Jem and Caleb. they are really nice ppl to play with. Well, unfortunately, we didnt get to play with other ppl at the court cause no one came down and play. My feet were burning with the sliding for defence and its hurting so badly now that i hope i could get into a wheel chair to move around. haha.
Then, there was training.. 0_0"
I skipped the last training cause of the church retreat so i didnt really noe wat to expect at training. But i thought it would be quite slack since the "test" is coming and all i have to do is practice the patterns.haha, and guess wat? THE TEST FALLS ON A SUNDAY!!!!. and the sunday is the sunday on which is the seeker service.. man.. :'( im gonna miss out on a great talk. Back to training... we did bouncing, on the feet... -_- its like ur feet are already burning and dan u start to bounce on the upper part of the feet... its BURNS...... bouncing + sliding = PAIN! haha. how i wish i could put some ice on my feet la... By the time we finished training, i could barely stand on my feet due to the "wonderful" burning sensation on my foot. haha. then i had to walk home.... lagi worse, must walk up a steep slope... wa.. i tell u ah, it was one of the hardest thing i have ever done, walking up a slope with ur feet's skin on the verge of peeling off... haha. and my hands are swollen... -_- i think its from punching the wall or something.. haha. this holiday really screws me apart.
There are so many things on my mind and i am trying to push them to the back of my brain... but it all seems so difficuly.. why cant i just let it be? face the problem bravely and live on... i gotta learn...
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