Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Tell me, how do I go on studying with things like that happening? She makes it sound like everything's her fault. And I'm not even complaining about anything. I never said she didn't try hard enough or what. I didn't ask her to lie. One week 7 days. I see her once a week but no time together. So it's just seeing her 1 time a week. And then going out? She's so busy for me that she won't have time to watch a movie with me. She makes it seem like I'm creating a lot of trouble for her when she is the one cresting the troubles herself. She makes things too complicated.
Should I let go? It's getting worse. She turns moods like flipping a page. As easy as 1,2,3. I don't know what else I can do. I'm at my wits end. I try to get things clear but she doesn't care to explain to me nicely. She just sorts of "screams" at me like I'm some dimwit or something. I lost everything. EVERYTHING. I'm gonna flunk my CTs cause my heart's not at the right place.