Thursday, January 13, 2011
I'm tired. I'm more mentally tired than physically. There's so many things on my mind that I just wish that I could just shoot myself.
There's so many things I need to think about. I've got no goals in life, no ambition. I'm fucking up my life. I try so hard to be someone that I'm not and in turn, drain myself of all the energy pretending. You know what I really am? I'm a nobody. Wanna know my true self? An introvert.
I'm living in my own world. Nobody's ever came in. It's just like a store that has no presence amongst the others. Its there but nobody knows it.