Monday, March 22, 2010
In all my 18 years of life, all i ever wanted was to get my driving license and drive. 18 years later, I got my license but I'm not driving. So what's the point of getting my license? For show? I think so. Driving for 2 mins is all i get if i'm lucky on Sun before we come to church. Its all bullshit from my parents. I'm not being unreasonable at all. I'm just stating a fact. I worked for this license which was supposed to be sponsored by parents. I WORKED FOR IT. They paid nothing. They didnt even bother to pick me up after learning. Now that I got it, shouldn't they like repay me or something? Lending me the car once in a while or what? Its not unreasonable right? What insurance bullshit. Can't they just put my name in? Why in the world do i need to wait for one fucking year before they put my name in? So no sense at all. Insurance is obviously expensive, i'm not asking them to pay all anyway... My parents are just screwed up. Always trying to cover with excuses.
I've to control my anger towards this issue. Its difficult but i have to. Its a must.
Father Lord i pray you'll help me. Give me the patience to wait. Open other doors for me. Let me sense your presence with me everyday as i go through this temporal life so full of temptations and sin. Reveal your heart to me, show me your way, teach me how to love, hide me under your wings.