Monday, February 1, 2010
I'm just so drained. More to the physical side.
I'm waking up at 6 every morning, to clean the kitchen, bring the dogs out to do their business, waking the other 2 up, getting the clothes into the washing machine, getting ready for work. And i'm sleeping at 11 - 12. As you all know how lousy I am for being a late sleeper cause i was brought up in an environment whereby I have to sleep at 10. But years down the road, it gradually disappears. But still, I'm not very good at staying up so late and waking up early in the morning. That's why I'm tired. But you know what? Jen said this to me, "...its because we're focusing on everything else but God, leaning on out own strength..." Then it struck me. What she said is true. Leaning on my own strength is never going to be enough. We're just humans. God's creation, we should be depending on God for all the strength that we need. He is what we should focus on. No wonder I'm always so tired.
Anyway. Yesterday was fun. Drove the peeps around. To holland's swensen then to IMM for dinner. Actually, it was my first time driving alone, going onto the highway, going into the carpark, pumping petrol and having quite a number of passengers in my car. Haha. Luckily nothing happened. If not consequences would be dire. haha. More of such opportunities will come by i believe. Yes! They will!
If only you were the one beside me.. I'd feel happier.
Funny Monkey now 10:13 PM;