Tuesday, November 17, 2009
This attachment thing is draining me slowly. But what keeps me going somehow does not seem to come from myself. What i feel is that the Lord is within me, carrying me through the hours at work. Everyday i go to work, i see God's awesomeness. I've never experienced him so much before. Its like he's working IN me. Using my body but through his strength and spirit. Everywhere i go, i sense his presence. For example, like how i find myself in a surrounding so peaceful and loving. The moment i stepped in for work, i look forward to seeing what he has in store for me.
First day of work, I'm attached to an aunty by the name of Annie. End of day, i asked my other friends who they were attached to and how were they. All of them complained. Me? The aunty that mentored me was excellent. Not once did she scold me and not once did she not teach me. It was totally enjoyable working with her, unlike my friends who said their aunties didnt teach them well or scolded them.. See how awesome God is in this situation?
Some weeks later, i sort of got my own "section", the stretch of rooms which i'm supposed to do, located at level 7. Previously, i've worked at other levels and the people there were one for one, all for no one. They were individuals. Bed sheets come everyday and each day i work, i was without bed sheets. The individuals took them all. God laid his hands on the report and sent me up to level 7 where everyday without fail, i would have enough bed sheets. How awesome is that? It doesnt seem like a coincidence to me, more like planned. Aunties on that level would protect my lot of bed sheets so that i would have enough to use and enough items to last me for the amount of rooms i have to clean. God indeed is awesome.
God also placed a supervisor so naggy that she could bring down the whole hotel with her nagging. But the Lord also placed a soft spot in her for me. She took care of me and she taught me things. Like today, while i was finishing up the room, she saw how tired i was and she took away my last room so that i could rest. See how God kept me in his awesome works? Everything is God planned. EVERYTHING.
I have to confess that i dont do quiet time, but somehow, i just feel his works around me. i feel him inside me. God is indeed the almighty Lord of all.
Dear God, your awesome works you have shown have moved me time and time again. Each day i work, i yearn to see your wonders for me. Each day, you carry me when i'm feeling weak, u lift me up when i'm down. U paved the way for me so that nothing would hurt me, you kept me in your bubble of protection so strong that nothing seems to bring me down. You watch me with your grace and mercy such that i feel you by my side. I love you Father. I really do. I've felt your works and i pray that you'll continue to bring me through this difficult period of time.