You seem so much happier these days. That's a good sign. But i'm sorry to say i'm still living in denial over what happened. I know i've let go but tons of emotions flood me everyday because there's still you inside of me. Its like having your loved ones disappear for no apparent reasons. This was one relationship that i took too seriously. How naive of me. I've been taking long bus rides the past few days, and it certainly didnt help when my ipod plays the song you introduced to me. Every single thing appears whenever i close my eyes. And each time i see ur profile on facebook, i cant help but think i lost you to that guy. Its a gut feeling.. a feeling that i'm just another good samaritan in your life that helps you at your deepest moments and then vanishes. The only consolation i have is that i was able to be with you at your darkest nights. Somehow, i so wished for you to be right here with me, this very moment. But the day will never arrived because you've moved on at a speed so frightening that it scares me. I'm still stuck at the point where you left me. I'm lost. I've no idea where to go, how to go.

Thank you for the dates,

Thank you for the kisses,

Thank you for the Hugs,

Thank you for the dinners at your house.

Thank you for appearing in my life.

I love you.

Funny Monkey now 8:33 AM;