Monday, August 10, 2009
Today went to study with Shuman, Iggy and Yixuan. When I look at them study, asking each other for help, i suddenly feel so stupid. Like we're from different worlds. I just cannot help it but feel like an idiot. And then, I suddenly felt regrets surfacing. The chance to skip ITE and really study for O's, or to retain in Dunearn and go for another try just keeps popping in my head. Just look at Shuman and Iggy, they took just one more year and their doing well in Poly, what the shit am i doing in ITE? I shouldve took the extra year, maybe it would've been much better for me rather then taking the 4 yrs and land my sorry ass in ITE. Somehow, i really regret. Yet i can do nothing about it except for study harder and move my ass to Poly. Now i really feel like an idiot.