Monday, August 31, 2009
I couldnt sleep the entire night cause i was thinking about the situation now... I really dont know what I'm going to do. What keeps appearing in my head is u and that guy. I can literally see the both of you right in front of my eyes every time i close my eyes. It hurts. U told me nothing and proved nothing, i'm left right in the middle of nowhere thinking what happened. Putting it into another context, i didnt even noe what killed me. U told me u were friends... It really is hard to believe that nothing was going on between the both of you. It really is hard but i'm trying to. I don't know if you're speaking the truth anymore, from what i've seen, it really is hard to believe. I know i shouldnt doubt u but please look from my point of view. Yes i may walk away, but the reason? I don't wanna see u with another guy being so close. Especially one who likes you. I believe its the same way for you. Maybe u'll say no or reject the notion but its true. Who would want to see the one u like being so close to another person who also likes them? Its hard. Its heart-breaking. Dating was supposed to happen between 2 people who had good feelings about each other and want to learn more about each other. It happened between us and it came from you. There was something going on. To see you with another guy when something was going on between the both of us really bursts the wonderful bubble i had. I hope you understand my point. I do love you and i dun wanna lose you cause you told me u wont leave me, and,
I Believe.