I'm tired... Every word that u've put, i've seen. It hurts me to see that what I've done still can't help u... Everything you wrote down makes me feel as though i've did nothing and all that I'm doing is coming to naught...

The past is still within u, i can feel it. And u're not about to let go. Maybe, its time i see the big picture and let you go... Every word u said, every action portrayed, its all in my mind. Time and time again, i try not to think about the negatives, yet, a picture of you turning away from me and walking towards somebody seems to haunt my thoughts. I'm so afraid of letting you go. If i let you go, i will never noe how my life would be, holding you close to me.

Yet, my heart presses me on to continue fighting. Fighting to erase that hurt of yours. I may not know what you're thinking, but i'll try my best. I want to be the one u think of when u're sad, when u're happy, when u're angry, when u're demoralized, when u've got nothing to keep u going on... I wanna be the one, the one that holds u up.

I love You.

Funny Monkey now 8:25 PM;