School's really wasting my time... I would rather be at home doing housework then be in school sitting down and waiting for time to pass by... =_= CNY visitation is over and i have no more angbaos to collect anymore... :( I needa get a new bag and a pair of Air Max... :p I've been trying to search online but i cannot find anything leh... Guess i have to make a trip down to Queensway this sat and look for myself... haha. shall drag Jem along. :)

Nobody has asked me where my blog went which confirmed my doubt that ppl read it. haha. :p Even Fang doesn't realise it. haha. Guess she's too busy to take her precious time off to read this page of crap. haha. :) Anyway, now that nobody reads, i feel more inclined to really let the inner me take over... But somehow, i just dunnoe how to let everything come out. Its all just bottled inside of me... I guess nobody really noes the real me except for God. :) He is the everlasting, loving almighty God. :D

I really wonder if my existence makes a difference... Wat would the world be without me? Maybe parents will be better off? Maybe brothers would be more obedient? I dunnoe. But i really really dunnoe if anybody notices bout me.. haha. Not saying that i want attention but at least say hi la... haha. not as if i'm gonna eat u up right. haha. Or maybe when i'm talking nobody gives a damn wat i sae... Its just in and out of their ears... Like i'm not around or nobody is talking like that. haha. Either way, i've gotten used to it. From now on, even if i gotta eat lunch myself i'll still eat. Why should i bother bout the eyes of the world? That will only lead me into distorted images of the Lord and prevent me from drawing closer to him. :) That's wat i learnt in CIA. heh. :) ALright, i'm gonna stop here cause i'm going to dream big. haha. :)

Its all coming back once again i look at you...

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