Thursday, January 8, 2009
A feeling of being non-existent in both school and personal life just suddenly came over me a few days back... I do not know why and i dun wish to know why, afraid of reality i guess. Call me coward or wat i dun care. It seems as though i'm totally in my lalaland, drifting away from the shore of reality, cowering in the corner yearning for the light of my own world.
School's almost coming to the end of the week and i thank God for bringing me through... though it wasnt much of a difficult time but i still thank him for giving me the peace in my heart... :) This year is going to be one tough year with all the projects and IA coming up...
I hope to do well for my exams and my I.A so i can go into a poly and further my studies... i really really really regretted not studying hard... i thought i could get away with it like i used to in sec school but not now...
aside from all these emo stuff, we played one last game with the ex-con guys and it totally rocked... on the bad side, i was totally cold from the arch. =_= haha. played the best of 7. Team consisting of Zach, Lejon, Samson and me... seems like an imba team eh? Frankly speaking, it was rather unbalanced but it didnt look that way as Jem's team leaded 2-0. haha. Then we came back to win the rest. haha. :p it was really a fun day and then dinner with them and the bonding we had was just nice... :) Its really going to be quite different without the guys around. haha. sounds so gay. :p But really, its going to be very different... :) think next year its going to be our turn... haha. stress... :p God'll pull us through. haha. :)
I hope to do well for my exams and my I.A so i can go into a poly and further my studies... i really really really regretted not studying hard... i thought i could get away with it like i used to in sec school but not now...
aside from all these emo stuff, we played one last game with the ex-con guys and it totally rocked... on the bad side, i was totally cold from the arch. =_= haha. played the best of 7. Team consisting of Zach, Lejon, Samson and me... seems like an imba team eh? Frankly speaking, it was rather unbalanced but it didnt look that way as Jem's team leaded 2-0. haha. Then we came back to win the rest. haha. :p it was really a fun day and then dinner with them and the bonding we had was just nice... :) Its really going to be quite different without the guys around. haha. sounds so gay. :p But really, its going to be very different... :) think next year its going to be our turn... haha. stress... :p God'll pull us through. haha. :)