Sunday, December 21, 2008
These pass few weeks really got me thinking bout certain things. It seems as though i haven't got over it yet. Just that i refuse to face up to reality and do something about it. Its as though i'm trying to fill up that gap in my heart which, no matter how hard i try, will never be filled...
It all dates back a few years ago i think. Cant really remember exactly how it happened but it just swept me off my feet. :) Fang was there to slap me back to reality. haha. Thanks Fang! :D The feeling before has one returned to me and i've to keep it deep down inside my heart. It isnt a sad thing nor is it a good thing. its just a kind of thing which happenes once in a while to remind me of what i want and what i am going to do. It serves as a reminder that i'm not over it so stop trying to pretend that i am...
These holiday is really one fruitful one as i try to walk on the narrow path instead of the big and wide path, for i know God will hold my hand whenever i struggle and he will carry me when the going gets tough. :D