Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Had Chalet from Sunday to Monday... At the changi there. Very big la the place. i think its so darn cool. haha. Initially wanted to go to school on monday but then decided to pon cause this chalet is like onli once a year thing. Had fun.. :)
During the times i went riding alone, many things flashed through my mind and i realised i was wrong and i was right. Many things happened due to my immature thinking and the "go-ahead-without-thinking" mindset that caused some people to be hurt and stuff... Yet this was not the reason that really hit me.. It was the consequences that hit me, slapped me straight in the face. it was harder than i expected. Yet, i was astonished to see what extent one would go to just to try and bring someone down. I'm amazed at it. Many many things happen and i am just so sad to see this kind of thing happening. Though i'm in no position to say anything, all i want to see is just everybody enjoying each other's company, having fun together, no more fighting, no more conflicts.
As of school reopen for this sem, i realised i've changed. I've changed quite a bit and i have no idea how to change back. I just feel so crushed by the things happening in my life.. things are getting better but i doubt i will be the same. :) Take care all u peeps. God bless u all. :)