Sunday, November 23, 2008
i dunnoe wat on earth i'm feeling now... neither happy nor sad, neither high nor low... But somehow, i just feel so many things bottled inside and yet, i dunwan to face up to it... Is this my escape plan? to really leave things the way it is, without changing anything, no words to compensate? I think so.
I believe things are bottled up to the state where i can no longer attempt to face the problem and solve it... I'm just hiding, shielding myself from wateva problems which arise... Running away is wat i have in my mind... I cant stop thinking bout running away, escaping, leaving to a far far away place where there's onli me myself and i... Nothing to think bout, nothing to fear bout. But God is with me, to carry me through my struggles... I believe.
Played basketball todae. short of Caleb and Gab... the rest was here. :) I was totally hot from the perimeter.. Other then that, everything was the same. haha. Face red again... =_= signing off here to head to bed... take care y'all.. :D
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