Wednesday, September 24, 2008
things dont necessarily go our way.. but wat we can do is alter the direction of where we wanna go...
I've been looking at some things in the past that made me regret so much, things like not cherishing someone and somethings... i feel like a total asshole. Time has passed and i just wanna say i'm sorry for the things i've done... although i dun think u will read this, all i wanna say is i'm sorry... i didnt treasure the time spent with you. i'm sorry for bringing all the tears to ur eyes, the hurt i've cost... i'm glad u found ur happiness... and i wan you to know that you are someone i will never forget...
I'm feeling so bad for all the things i've done in my past 17 years man.. haha. darn... Holidays... make me think of the past... haha. ahhh, wat the heck... its all in the past, i cant turn back time even if i wan to right? i'm not the "minutemen"(those who watch disney channel will noe)... but seriously, if i were to turn back time, i would turn it back to the time i was starting my secondary school life... haha. that's the part where all the wrong comes out. enough enough... stop all these thinking.. haha. now just enjoy wat God has in store for me. :D
This holidays i've been playing too much basketball. so much that i've turn darker. any darker then i'll have the perfect camoflage in the dark. haha. I dun think i'm improving though... i'm not driving in... my 3's arent hitting, my posts' not falling in. -_-" maybe its the court. haha. not my fault. Jem says i'm more of a "ball-guy" which means that my performence depends on the ball that i play with... haha. ass... but i think its a little bit true. :p wateva it is, i'm stil going to play. :D basketball is my life... haha. i'm so pissed with the red alert... i cant seem to get pass the last mission for both the Allied and the Soviet campaign... damn... i lost 4 times oradi.. -_-" i'm gonna get some help online. tah tah peeps! take care!!! i miss you....