Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I totally feel the same way as i did during the holidays after the o's... FREAKING BORED. haha. somebody jio me out pls... -__-" i havent been playing basketball cause my shoes all almost done and i dunwan to hurt delicate feet. :P (some wuss i am..) Things come and gone but if ur in my family, things go away much faster then things come and when the things come, u find that u oradi have something that is used to subsitute it for... -_-"
I cant blame my parents anyway... we arent really a well-to-do family but dad always gets us wat we want and i'm thankful for that. sometimes, we just seem to be to complacent thinking that since he got me so many things, wat more another pair of shoes? But this is the thing u dun not noe... That little sum of money that u wanted actually means alot to the household...
All these years i've been to naive to think that the family was rather well-off, with all the shoes, bags and phones being bought for me... It was wrong of me... I've come to realize wat my parents feel when i bug them to buy something for me. On the outside, it may seems as though their laughing and joking with u and telling you not to buy. But in their heart, their trying hard to find the money just for u to buy... Dad or mum may work overtime just to fork out that sum of money and they might even forgo their lunch... How sad is that.. Just for a pair of shoes? I dun think its worth it. And i have been a real real ass by getting quite a number of shoes myself... A total of 5? 2 balling shoes and 3 outing ones... Come to think of it, its alot. I onli have one pair of feet. Not 5. Wats the point of getting so many shoes?