Monday, September 15, 2008
Holidays somehow seem to make me think that all is going wrong... nothing is ever right... When there's school, we yearn for the holidays to come. But when the holidays are here, we straight away start thinking when will school reopen.. Human nature? i think so. And a very weird one indeed...
Today's the first week of the holidays and its ruined by the stupid rain. My mood doesnt really depends on the weather in the morning. Its just that after some things yesterday make me feel kinda moody.. I may not be the perfect guy, but i'm trying real hard to keep everything going cause i feel bad everytime i am not able to satisfy your "wants". I may be lazy, but give me a while and my heart will soften even more and i will make my way... What's the point in being angry? Will being angry make me do something different? One day i might not take it and i'll just blow my top and end everything if that's wat u wan.. I'm sorry for disappointing u, I'm sorry for making u stay out so late. I'm just sorry that i cant be the perfect guy that u expected of me...
I dunnoe if 'm going to ride over to Jem's anot leh... I dunnoe if its still raining, -_-" Yesterday i went to Qweensway in seach of a new shoe and i saw this Nike Zoom.. kinda nice, caught my eyes. haha. Costs slightly over a hundred. Guess wat my parents say? they said it was stupid cause i'm buying a shoe that costs a hundred to play basketball. If so,why in the first place let me get shoes that costs over a hundred just to WALK? or Go out? -__-" lame. This holiday really sucks. There's nothing to do at all except for housework... -_-" damn...