Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Beginning a clique is easy, maintaining one isnt easy. Once the 4 of us, now ending up with one leaving. And i finally know why. This is just some random thoughts bout wat i think bout. You see, being in a clique means having some of ur friends being ur confidante and close friends which share with u stuff and all the nonsense. That's roughly how it should be even if the clique itself is not close but what u share should be with the whole group and not to just "create" another clique among that clique. I mean like being close should be good la. But being close to and extent that u have to drag one party away from the rest and talk by the side really brings people to see if this is somewhere u wanna to be part of, having some of ur peeps "escaping" to a side and whispering stuff... It just prompts one to think of negative stuff such as if they are talking bout me or wat. Or if there's something so much more important then the friendship that we share. It really brings one to the point of walking away from the group and i once had that feeling.
I'm not saying that u cant share anything thats really important but please do it in a way which none feels that he/she is being left out of the whole thing. It hurts to be left out of wat seems to be a "place" where u feel belong. And it doesnt help when u tell it to the person who is supposedly being left out. That's how i feel... Nothing offending, not hitting out at anyone or wat but this is exactly how i feel. :)
School today was loads of crap too with the game that Ms Wen introed us. haha. Asking me nonsense question which apparently, i failed to answer... :p asking bout goals and stuff, telling me if i was supposed to jsut set a goal and not do anything and in which i responded by saying : Wait for teh defenders to bring the ball up and let the strikers do the rest. So nonsense. But it was alright with her. Luckily. I think Nani got pissed. haha. Asking him stop "trying" to joke. I'm on Nani's side. :) Today was really really a slow slow day... Everythign when freaking slow before lunch break budden everything went quite fast after break. haha. Now, back at home, time also seems to be crawling by.. AND I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING! (nonsense if i tell u that i've started till chapt-3 ;p) and i've got less then a week to prepare... think i'm going to be the same as last time, entering the exam venue without and prep. haha. sian. so now i'm going to try and study. :) take care peeps. :D
God bless U. :D