Monday, August 18, 2008
school's so slack and I'm so freaking bored everyday in school. there's practically no lessons and every day's something like free period. Its not much difference from staying at home. I'd rather stay at home and study for the final exams. So much more meaningful. Sigh...
And once again, I'm dying to play ball... -_-" but the ball's with Tim.. so cannot play ball. Not much ppl plays ball in school either. I also dun dare to play with them. haha. some of them seem really good, but i dunnoe if i can take them on cause i'm not on the court... Sian... And i'm thinking of getting another pair of shoes... dunnoe whether my parents allow not.
I'm listening to chinese songs... -_-" They seem to make so much sense... haha. Tears sometimes roll down and it happened a few weeks ago.. :) but i'm all so relieved now that i noe wats going on... But it all seems to come back once i step into the place... -_-" I'm just so so so down for the past month... sigh... Since i'm a simple guy, one thing's for sure that really hits me straight in the face. I aint gonna say it here though it really really troubles me... :p Dont bother asking me wats it about cause i aint gonna say it. haha.
I think i'm falling sick.. the nose is really irritating me. My throat is killing me, my stomachaches are really really making me go in pain... (sounds as though I'm givin birth. haha.) But seriously, i think there's something wrong with me... But i'm lazy to go to the doctor cause there isnt really a need cause after i shit, its "yu guo tian qing" :p The fever hasnt come yet and i think its a matter of time before it hits me... haha. Its been a long time since i last fell sick... Healthy ah... haha. :P Think is my skin too thick the germs cannot go through, or something like that la. haha. Wait, the body aches come first before the fever... hmm. the body aches i think are on the way oradi so ya, same, matter of time. haha. :)
My face is really really breaking out in pimples... :( i wanna cry... there wasnt so many before... :( i hate them.. Gonna do my best to get my face in smooth smooth conditions. :) and i'm really tired..