Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Its my birthday and i aint feeling anything.
Birthdays to me now is who i spend it with. Frankly speaking, i find it rather boring to spend the birthdays with the same people. Not that i dunwan, i just feel its kinda boring. I wanna spend my birthday with someone special.. someone that i believe can brighten up my day just my looking at her (i put her cause i'm not gay) smile. But the time hasnt come yet...
I'm hurting once again and the wounds are opening up this very moment and i'm starting to bleed inside. i dunnoe why but this is me... I've fallen deeper then i thought and i have no idea how i'm going to climb out of it... i'm really sad.... a strong front is what i can put to cover my sadness...
What i really want is to spend this day with you. the entire day just with you....