im in a freaking bad mood now and i have no idea how the hell i got into this.... this week just isnt my week... nothing went my freaking way and i've got so much things in my head that i just wished i could get a gun and shoot myself in the head.
school isnt gonna start anytime soon till next weeks because of the DAMN HOLIDAYS. holidays really screws me up.. putting me in a position where im alone most of the time and makes me think of ridiculous stuff which in turn, make me think even more stuff... i think im pessimistic so no matter what happy things i think bout, it always turn bad...