Sunday, March 30, 2008
i think my family is going through some kind of crisis or something lyk that...as u all noe, well, those who noe, my family took over my uncle's store and started working since end of last year if i am not wrong....
it seems lyk a good thing to me...better financial stability, so on so forth...overall, we'll have more money la...haha.but things took a turn after 2 months or so...my mum started saying that she cannot take it anymore, she's very depressed...all the stuff la, but isnt that supposed to be wat doing business is lyk?then recently, my mum hinted to us that they might just stop working at the stall and my dad will have to find new job. But my dad is oradi so old and doesnt have any qualifications...
A few weeks later, my mum told me that Aunty Helena brought my mum for some kind of check up and the doctor saes that she needs to be under medication and is one the brink of depression...so this whole thing is actually started by my mother..so if my mother really wans to quit, my father will have to follow suit...
Just last week, my mum talked to Pastor Ghim Har, i had no idea that she knew her.haha. but the main purpose that Ps Ghim Har wanted to talk to my mother was to help Sean in his studies..so it was a blessing from the Lord as my mum had no tym to help him find a tutor so my mum was really appreciative and i think God sent Ps Ghim Har to help us.
Then my mum told Darrly that Aunty Helena has found someone to help him in is chinese since he's kinda lousy at that subject...so i also think its God's plan that he placed ppl within our church to help us or at least something lyk that.
Hours b4 this, my mum told us that they were going to stop working cause they cannot take it(more lyk my mum cant take it =P) so our daily lives are going to change drastically cause if they stop doing the business, my father wil haf no job and the whole family will have no income...so its really a step of faith to me that my father has to take this step to try and find new job..i've contemplated on quiting school and take my mother's place at the store. i mean i really can do it. it just depends on my mother, whether she allows or not...so i'm sacrificing...
i think within a few months time, we're going to be incomeless...so i'm really really afraid that my father cannot find a job and we're financially goners....might even haf to sell the house if need be....
i think this "crisis" isnt going to be temporary....