Tuesday, December 4, 2007
i seriously think that the ywav camp is gonna be vert weird... ppl from different cong. are joining to and the age gap i think is playing a significant role in whether we can really be ourselfs or not..
i mean, the ppl from the chinse cong. are so much older than most of the Ywavers... and the name of the camp is called Ywav Camp?? isnt that suppose to be for the Ywavers ? no offence but i still think it's weird.. i've gotta bring my youngest bro there too.. even more awkward..
But maybe God has a plan for us.. maybe he wants us to be friends with the chinese cong. ppl to help them with something that they are keeping from us or something, sigh.... so many ppl going overseas.. i come back from hols, ppl just preparing to go. this feeling kinda suck...
I went to the store just now and saw my parents.. they look, look, tired. i'm just feeling so... so bad.. i'm lyk not able to do anything for them, the onli thing i can do is try to do the housework and look after my bros which is lyk mission impossible..
sigh..God, is this a test for me??