wat are u going to do when u see your own bro trying to lie his way out of tuition and trying to gif a lousy excuse that he wans to rest before the dnd(which he is so not involved with but has to go due to circumstances)??

it just pains my heart to hear that i'm destroying his life and i'm in no position to take charge...all i wanna do is help him.he's neither good in studies nor practical stuff..he's shouting vulgarities every tym i scold him.Wat are u going to do??

i haf no choice but to bring him along wherever i go because no one's at home to take care of him.But i'm trying so hard to help hom clear his work before bringing him along to haf fun.But how on earth can u tolerate him when he simply doesnt comply with u and just turns ur kife upside down?

its always easy to look after him when he's ok but its never easy to look after him when he does something wrong and doesnt wan to admit that he is in the wrong?Being the eldest really sucks but, but i believe that it is God's plan that wat happen to me, he has a purpose and currently, i'm feeling so down that tears just rolled down my cheeks.

i seriously cannot handle him, unlike my parents, i cannot cane him, the onli thing i can do is to shout and scream at him...i've completely lost my voice by shouting at him.i cant take it anymore but again, i think this is a test of tenacity.

to ppl who reads this post, please please please pray for me!!! =(