Tuesday, December 25, 2007
i'm just tired..i cant do this anymore...i'm falling apart, just like a dead tree dropping its branches. i dun haf anymore strength to carry on, LORD! PLEASE HELP ME!!!
i'm thinking about my parents, watching them slogging their guts out just to make more money. true, we might be more stable financially, but wat about the time we used to spend every single day and night? i'm hurting deeply inside and yet i just dunnoe wat to do. i wish i could just spend some time with my parents...
i wanna treasure every moment i spend with them, that means i've gotta stay strong and keep the unhappiness to myself...it's a huge responsibility and i'm afraid i cant take it properly.. everytime i look at my parents, that night, i would in my bed with tears, thinking how hard issit for them to uphold the family
i'm just crying my heart out..my siblings are too young to understand wat i'm going through,,, those who noe wat i'm going through, pray for me pls...thanks